Dear Boy,

Subject: Dear Boy, Mon Jun 23, 2008 4:55 pm

Dear Boy,

I do not know who you are, or where or when we will meet, but I do hope it is soon.

I pray that when we meet and fall in love, you will love me, for me, and not hope for someone who is thinner or prettier. Ihope you won't compare me to girls who may have brighter smiles. I hope that you will make me laugh, take care of me if I get sick, and be trustworthy.

I hope you will remember that I prefer daisies to roses, and that my favorite color changes with my mood. Please know that my eyes aren't blue, they're hazel.
Please know that I might be too shy to kiss you first, but please don't be afraid to kiss me. I won't slapyou or push you away. I'm sure your kisses will be perfect. When we go on a date, please don't stress about where to take me; what's important is that I'll be with you.

If I cry, please know it isn't because of you, just hold me close, and I'll heal quickly. And, if it is because of you, I'll heal just the same.

And if we decide to break up, please understand that I may be bitter, but I'd like to be your friend if you'll let me. I promise to remember that you have feelings too, even though you'll never admit it, and when you are ready we'll have a friendship.
Please tell me if anything I do bothers you, or if something just dosn't sit right. I would like you to be honest with me. If I have a bad day, I hope that you will shower me with confidence and smiles.

I hope you don't think I'm asking to much of you. I hope you understand that I'm a little bit nervous and very scared. I wish I could tell you how or when we will meet, and if we will be in love forever. Every relationship is a new game of cards........ (sigh)......... I've never been good of cards. But I will try my best to be kind in love you dearly for all that you are, without expecting to much from you. Thank you for listening; this is all that I ask, I hope its not to much to ask of you.

Yours Always,
Suki Naki

Subject: Re: Dear Boy, Mon Jun 23, 2008 5:02 pm

did u write that if so ur really good i appluad u

Subject: Re: Dear Boy, Mon Jun 23, 2008 5:10 pm

thx but I got some help from a friend ^-^
just on the opening and closing tho

Subject: Re: Dear Boy, Mon Jun 23, 2008 5:15 pm

yeah my english teacher made us write poetry in class but nobody was that good and going that deep is hard cuase u never know how people will react i usually do it in music but i usually play metal so me and my freinds dont play deep music like that

Subject: Re: Dear Boy, Mon Jun 23, 2008 5:20 pm

i love writing music and potery and i love a guy that is open to expressing himself

Subject: Re: Dear Boy, Mon Jun 23, 2008 5:24 pm

yeah but me and my friends dont play music we wrote cuase its to hard to get the instruments right

Subject: Re: Dear Boy, Mon Jun 23, 2008 5:25 pm

my friends are the same way
there also afraid of being judged

Subject: Re: Dear Boy, Mon Jun 23, 2008 5:28 pm

they are if they play ruin by lamb of god thell get their props but if they play an original song they fear of what their peers would think and so they give me a list of songs to learn and so i do.

Subject: Re: Dear Boy, Mon Jun 23, 2008 5:33 pm

it sucks that my friends care wat others think
it sucks that teenagers are so deeply influenced by one another
but if it had a good impact i think it would be great, sadly it has a negative one

Subject: Re: Dear Boy, Mon Jun 23, 2008 5:36 pm

yeah but it can be negative cuase it exposes ur weaknesses but thats what most of us are

Subject: Re: Dear Boy, Mon Jun 23, 2008 5:38 pm

true
*sigh*

Subject: Re: Dear Boy, Mon Jun 23, 2008 5:40 pm

but through these weaknesses we get stronger its a neccesay part of life

Subject: Re: Dear Boy, Mon Jun 23, 2008 5:42 pm

yup but y is it neccesary cant we be strong w/o the pain of rejection and such

Subject: Re: Dear Boy, Mon Jun 23, 2008 5:44 pm

yeah but it exposes us to the real world....and it shows us how to react when in those situations...the more experience u have in something the better u get at it

Subject: Re: Dear Boy, Mon Jun 23, 2008 5:51 pm

i understabd that but y does the real world have to be so cruel
y cant everyone just love everyone
there'd be no terriost
no wars
no protests
no KKK
only love and peace and hope

Subject: Re: Dear Boy, Mon Jun 23, 2008 5:55 pm

i know what u mean but people have different opions and now matter how much u tell them their stubborn and idiotic. becuase they think their right then u think ur right and it never ends. we all have our own beliefs and becuase of these beliefs we fight some for justice some for hate

Subject: Re: Dear Boy, Mon Jun 23, 2008 5:59 pm

*sigh*
bloodshed is so unnessecary
it solves nothing
it just leads to even more violence
y dont ppl understand this

Subject: Re: Dear Boy, Mon Jun 23, 2008 6:02 pm

buts that what they believe in and thats what i dont but what can we do.....all we can do is wait

Subject: Re: Dear Boy, Mon Jun 23, 2008 6:06 pm

true
but i dont plain on waiting long
i know this may seem like a silly dream but, i wanna be president (u.s.a)

Subject: Re: Dear Boy, Mon Jun 23, 2008 6:06 pm

Suki i date you

Subject: Re: Dear Boy, Mon Jun 23, 2008 6:07 pm

then ill vote for you

Subject: Re: Dear Boy, Mon Jun 23, 2008 6:13 pm

i hope i make it that far
and this wasnt really an invitation to a date daniel

Subject: Re: Dear Boy, Mon Jun 23, 2008 6:14 pm

suki do you wanna date me

Subject: Re: Dear Boy, Mon Jun 23, 2008 6:15 pm

u probably will if u work hard and u seem like that kind of person

Subject: Re: Dear Boy, Mon Jun 23, 2008 6:17 pm

thx shun ^-^